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[Killer Klownz]

It's called karma for a reason postal. You make accusations and can not in any way shape or form back it up then, sadly, lack the integrity to admit you're wrong. Karma got ya. In fact your the only one thats cheated, remote camera views, radar cheats, etc and then posting them with the lame excuse that you had permission and if I cheated this is how it would be done like some lame Law and Order SVU recreation. But you can't prove something that is not there. You are welcome to check me on any server for "cheats" at any time. It seems to annoy you greatly that there is another player out there that is good. Yet you still go off on the rant that MEAT is god and everyone else cheats. Maybe you should stop kissing MEATs azz and pay attention. Just because someone is good doesn't mean they cheat. Maybe, just maybe, they took the time and effort to become a better player. Once you learn that maybe you'll quit being some bitter, self-absorbed programer . I was miffed with the false cheating accusations you levied then couldn't produce until I realized who and what you are . . .

[gopostal]

Much better. Thank you for being straight up and honest.

[Killer Klownz]

Same way as I play, straight up. Deal with it . . .

[gopostal]

I'd say we are about even. Let's take this to email if you want to debate further, or you are welcome to call me directly. I'm not much for "hide behind an internet name".

I'm doubting you will, though. I think in the end a direct debate sans anonymity just isn't in the cards for you.

[Killer Klownz]

What's to debate? You made the accusation and cannot back it up. You made your accusal here at the forum. Back it up at the forum or admit you're wrong at the forum. Simple . . .

[gopostal]

Ok, let's put it in a way you can easily understand, since your world revolves around being "the best" and making sure everyone knows that: In front of all your deemer buddies, I'm calling you out. Either stand up and face me directly or STFU and go out and cut your mom's grass.

I'm done asking Herm to tolerate this back-and-forth between us. You gave your opinion, I gave mine. Anything further from me to you is going to be directly to you. Like the good prophet Gordon Lightfoot said "Step up or step back."

[Killer Klownz]

I had hoped you'd simply admit you were wrong instead of acting like a 6 year old on the playground. But you can't do it. If your going to do it in public, and pat yourself on the back for it, don't try to hide behind emails or phone calls later. Again, back it up at the forum or admit you're wrong at the forum. Hermskii is always welcome to ban you or myself or both of us from the forum at anytime. It's his place it's his rules.

[gopostal]

Like I said, I'm done debating you here. Any further snide comments at me from you are going to get a direct link from me to my last post.


Herm, my apologies for having to host this.

[-SuPreMe-]

All these Deemer masters (Klownz and Meat) need to show themselves on something other than Redeemer, then we will see how all powerful they are hmm me and hellfire will kindly welcome you to a game of instagib, lets see your hand at precision

Klowns vs Supreme, Clash of the nalis!

There can only be one supreme NALI haha.

[Killer Klownz]

Klowns vs Supreme, Clash of the nalis!

There can only be one supreme NALI haha.

These days you can find Klownz mostly on the *TNT* Sniper Playground server. More than welcome to meet me there . . . .

[MEAT]

Klowns vs Supreme, Clash of the nalis!

There can only be one supreme NALI haha.

These days you can find Klownz mostly on the *TNT* Sniper Playground server. More than welcome to meet me there . . . .

Sniper?
Ahhh...I remember those days.
hence:
SniperDeemer...and don't be fooled by imitations...Others try to copy but
MEAT'S Redeemer Screamer is the original and only true SniperDeemer server.

[Hook]

Klowns vs Supreme, Clash of the nalis!

There can only be one supreme NALI haha.

These days you can find Klownz mostly on the *TNT* Sniper Playground server. More than welcome to meet me there . . . .

Sniper?
Ahhh...I remember those days.
hence:
SniperDeemer...and don't be fooled by imitations...Others try to copy but
MEAT'S Redeemer Screamer is the original and only true SniperDeemer server.

Yeah, I have a place in my heart for Sniper also.
I go back and play it here and there - especially if I am tired and just want to kick back and silently prey on players.
A LOT of fun and a Great part of UT.

MEAT, are servers trying to copy your MEAT-Deemer/Sniper-Deemer already?
Sheeeesshh!

[BIOMECH]

I didn't think were any redeemer servers except CG (for the weak) CMM (for the okay) and MRS (for the insane).

[Hook]

I didn't think there were any redeemer servers except CG (for the weak) CMM (for the okay) and MRS (for the insane).

Yes, that is the way I see it also! - Good man!
There ARE a few others that call themselves redeemer servers, but they aren't as good as the TOP, Most Innovating 3 redeemer servers that you recognized above!
But, I would put CMM as (for the Good) now. (instead of the okay)
AND, there is a New TOP, Most Innovating server to join those 3, (making it 4), CLD, that I would say is (more for the Skilled Thrill Seekers), as it will surely leave you Breathless with its Fast Paced Action there that gives your skills a real workout!

[Reiyel_3.0]

So, I have not replied to this topic yet because I wanted to relax and think twice or perhaps three times before replying. Why? Because I want to be as accurate and honest as much as I can with this. Please guys, take the time to read this completely and carefully.

Many years ago, like 15 years ago, I had some toys I liked very much. They were some action figures of some japanese anime called Saint Seiya. I liked to play with them in a very specific way, which is following the story of the series. For example, if in the series the character "A" fought with the character "B", I use to play by making the toy "A" fight with the toy "B", just like it happened on the series.

One day, some cousins came home. Since I liked my toys very much I was looking forward to show them to my cousins. I did. They loved them and I couldn´t be happier. The problem started when we began to play. They were trying to "invent" some fights, and they made toy "C" fight with toy "F", something that did not happen in the series and that, according to it's storyline, it was impossible (either one was dead by the time the other became a fighter or they were both on the same side so they could never fight against each other).

But they just did not care about how I wanted to play with them, they did not care about my "rules". I told them it was idiotic to play like that and that we should play according as the series, but they couldn't understand why it was wrong. In the end, I was so upset I told them to leave my toys alone and asked them to also leave my bedroom and I just did not speak to them again in the whole day. Damn I was so angry.

Now I remember how I behave and I can only laugh. Now I wouldn't care about how we play but instead I'll appreciate the fact that they have visited me and that they wanted to play with me, that they wanted to spend the time in my house. I understand how I behave 15 years ago and I know it was because I was just a kid, completely inmature. That's why I was offended but something so small, or minimal, insignificant, like they way we should have played.

No, don't take me wrong. I deeply apologize for all the trouble I caused to Gopo, , once again, I didn't know it would be that bad for the server to mess with those Nexgen settings and like I confessed to the cow, I did not read the PM carefully. Again, I'm sorry. It was ALL pretty much my fault since I started with the nexgen stuff while the others were just summoning things, that's why I apologize again and again.

However, when I read stuff like this:

The very best part of the whole thing? I was spending several hours with Pots helping improve MHM3 for everyone.

Gamespeed set to 999? Adding 16 bots? How could this possibly be a good thing? I'm totally floored at the people involved. Yeah, it's my fault. I should have known but you know I was just trying to be a good guy and let people have some fun.

@Pots: I have never asked this from anyone, but I'm going to ask of you that you do not use what I made yesterday for MHM3. The fact that I was spending my afternoon helping the same people that were doing this to me honestly is just too much. I would appreciate it if you removed it from the server.

or like this:

I was simply humiliated by this whole thing in front of people who I want to work with. Yes, I'm quite angry.

I'm sorry Gopo but you remind me of me when I was like 8 or 9 whining about how others messed up with my toys. Like I told POTS and the cow and others, you should not take this as a personal attack. I made a mistake and I didn't know what I was doing, but hey, why did you think I was attacking or trying to offend you?? Didn't I have showed you my respect and appreciation in many conversations in msn or in the game? Don't you remember that? Why can't you just understand it was a mistake and not a premeditated attack?? Geez...

Or like I told POTS perhaps I'm just not admin material. Guys, I do have a life with all that it means. I have a lot of troubles and responsibilities on my life and I want Unreal to be my distraction and nothing else. That's why you will always find me smiling "=)" and you'll see that I'm never upset. Unreal for me is the same as fun, and if I'm upset or with trouble I would just simply not play online.

I'm perfectionist but I'm not like that in Unreal. Why would I if for me UT is the same as relaxation and fun, for me UT is the place to chillout. POTS always comes to me with this huge to-do list and what I always tell him is to relax and do changes or "to work" only if it's strictly necessary. I understand POTS also has a life and it would not be fair to give him even more problems with something like a computer game.

That's why I might not be admin material. I consider myself a good player but like POTS described me, a lazy admin. I think I would never be a coder or mapper. I have 2 jobs, a gf, friends to attend, bills to pay, I want to get a master degree, so I just don't want UT to become another responsibility for me.

Since it's pretty clear I'm not admin material I'll have to do what is logical. I'm quitting being an admin in MHM3. I think I only delay or interrupt POTS great work and I don't want MHM3 to be affected by my presence. Gopo is really angry at me and I don't want MHM3 to be affected by that anger. Since like a month ago, after talking with the guys at GameServers, POTS is the only owner of MHM3; I only pay for it using the donation system, and everyone is welcome to help too. Now, I'll only be a simple player and not a root admin anymore.

I'll see you guys in MHM3 or in any other server as usual, and we'll do the only thing I wanna do in UT: have fun.

=)